"I'd do anything! Just to hold you in my arms-" I hit the alarm as hard as I could. I yawned and stretched upward, then bounced back on my big, soft black comforter. I groaned. I didn't want to go to school. Didn't want to face the drama, the glares, the appalled faces, and most of all his face. I rolled out of bed, hitting the floor with a crash.
"Joy. Time for school." I said sarcastically. No way in hell I wanted to go to school. I shrugged in to a black and white stripped shirt of baby blue jeans. I remembered to day was picture day. I slight curled my brunette hair and looked into my crystal blue eyes. It was unusual to have blue eyes with brown hair. I just sighed grabbed a black jacket and headed for my car.
I drove down the freeway towards school. I gently pulled into the student parking lot. I kept my door locked and banged my head against the seat. As if life wasn't already complicated enough my best friend kissed me when he has a girlfriend. I am officially and eternally confused. I practically screamed in my head.
I knew I was going to regret this but, I unlocked the door and stepped into the great gloom of clouds. That was the first time I saw them. They were drop dead gorgeous. There was five of them. My mouth hung open. I just blindly walked to my locker and tried not to think about everything I had just saw and what had happened before it.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Saturday, October 6, 2007
"Vess? Vess. VESS!" I looked up and saw he his face close too close. I pulled my head up too fast and then our lips crashed together.
"GAH!! I am soooo sorry! I didn't mean to do that- I came up too fast- I.. I" He cut me short.
"It's OK. No one has to know and it was and it was an accident, right?" He looked at me questionably.
"Of course."
"So um... you wanted to talk to me?"
"Yeah. Um... I am really, really sorry about what I said and I want to be friends again. And you are the best thing that ever happened to me-" I sobbed. I was not expecting what happened next. He helped me to my feet and tilted my chin. His lips hit mine softly, moving my lips with his I was still bewildered. We parted. Only to clash our lips with each other again.
He lifted me onto his dresser. And then we stopped. He settled for just hugging me while I cried like a baby and my eyes wide with confusion. "Why did yo-" He put a finger on my lips and shrugged.
"Just a friend comforting a friend. Now I think you should leave. Angela is here and it could get... complicated." I just stood up and popped his screen out and slid down his roof. And ran home.
As soon as I got there my mom opened the door and ran into her and started crying again. I was so mad and confused. A friend comforting a friend. Humph. I scoffed. I just ran to my room and sat on the floor. I just stared blankly at the floor not quite seeing it. My cellphone started ringing Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
"Hello?"
"If you ever, EVER! Kiss my boyfriend-" I hung up the phone. Obviously someone had seen us and told her. I sighed. School is going to be so very complicated. I took off my pants and crawled under my plain black blanket, took my hair down, closed my eyes and prayed for sleep to come soon.
"GAH!! I am soooo sorry! I didn't mean to do that- I came up too fast- I.. I" He cut me short.
"It's OK. No one has to know and it was and it was an accident, right?" He looked at me questionably.
"Of course."
"So um... you wanted to talk to me?"
"Yeah. Um... I am really, really sorry about what I said and I want to be friends again. And you are the best thing that ever happened to me-" I sobbed. I was not expecting what happened next. He helped me to my feet and tilted my chin. His lips hit mine softly, moving my lips with his I was still bewildered. We parted. Only to clash our lips with each other again.
He lifted me onto his dresser. And then we stopped. He settled for just hugging me while I cried like a baby and my eyes wide with confusion. "Why did yo-" He put a finger on my lips and shrugged.
"Just a friend comforting a friend. Now I think you should leave. Angela is here and it could get... complicated." I just stood up and popped his screen out and slid down his roof. And ran home.
As soon as I got there my mom opened the door and ran into her and started crying again. I was so mad and confused. A friend comforting a friend. Humph. I scoffed. I just ran to my room and sat on the floor. I just stared blankly at the floor not quite seeing it. My cellphone started ringing Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
"Hello?"
"If you ever, EVER! Kiss my boyfriend-" I hung up the phone. Obviously someone had seen us and told her. I sighed. School is going to be so very complicated. I took off my pants and crawled under my plain black blanket, took my hair down, closed my eyes and prayed for sleep to come soon.
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