I drove into the student lot an parked my car. I slowly un-buckled my seat belt and glared out the wheel. I hit may head on the wheel and sobbed. He'll be so busy with Angela he won't even notice me. I'll be all alone this year. And Angela will make it clear all over again that he was hers. I sighed and quickly grabbed my backpack and locked my car.

That is when I saw him and Angela kiss. I gripped the car for support, trying not to fall to the ground. Angrily I grabbed my iPod out of my backpack and scrolled down to Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan. I turned up all the way and stalked off towards my locker. I opened my locker took out my books and focused on no taking my anger out on some innocent person. Deep breath. In and out, Vanessa. You can do it.

I thought I could do it till I saw him and Angela walking towards me. Angela glaring at me. How dare he try to approach me. Well, go ahead if he can catch me. I walked in the wrong direction, towards the music room. He followed. Of course. I rolled my eyes. Then I sighed , I did want to talk to him. I turned to face him.

"Hey, Vess. Why were you trying to run away from me?"
" I have my reasons" I turned to glare in Angela's direction.
" Why do two hate each other?!"
" Shall I state the obvious?" Angela said waving her hand at me. I suddenly felt self- conscience.
" One word. Preppy. Not exactly my type of people."
" Well, I can color coordinate." I sprayed her shirt with my red powerade.
" So can I. And might I add red looks lovely on you." I spat.
" Vanessa! Look what you did. What is wrong with you?!" He was mad.
" You. Ever being friends with you was the biggest mistake of my life!!!"
" Vess... I never knew-" I cut him short.
" Just go." I threw the exact same shirt she was wearing at Angela.
" I knew I would lose control." I explained. Then I ran to my first period.

I never saw him again that day. I didn't look. I also wouldn't answer his phone calls. Or e-mails. It had been going on like this for three months then everything just stopped. No contact. No... anything.

I felt more depressed than ever. I had just lost my best friend. No... I had just lost my world. Everything worth living for... gone. I just couldn't take it anymore. I jumped out of my window. And ran. Ran as fast as I could towards his house. Not another day. I thought. No, not another day... like this.